Will of the River

Overtime, people learn from their mistakes. Some bounce back were they came from, others can't but others bounce back higher. It is by will if you can jump over hurdles and get through it. If there's an opportunity, grab it. From my personal experiences, I have a lot of problems in school. First of all is about "Peer Pressure". During my first year in high school, I was really problematic. Not because of grades or family, but about a friend of mine who was really bossy. I am a really nice girl who never dared to say "no" to anyone. But there were times when she goes overboard. It is the times when I wanted to give up or I even imagine myself strunngling her! >:D But with the help of my "true friends", I made her realize on what she was doing and finally she changed a bit in the following years. Sad to say but she just changed a bit, the "bossy" attitude still remains but it was kinda lessened. I would say that self-confidence and will helped me way out of this "slavery". Another is my grades, although it's only seldom when I get very low grades. I lack diligence lately and if I got the will to study then I would land on better grades. "Family" - sometimes an addition to my problems . When I was young, there were only a few times when we have family fights. But recently, things are getting worse than ever. Arguments could be heard here and there. But every time I encounter these fights and disagreements, I would strongly think of the possible ways to end these. I would pray to God and ask for guidance and wisdom. Last thing is about "Love". Surely I'm currently happy nowadays. But there come times that my relationship with him is like a roller coaster ride. We always have misunderstandings and the only solution is talking about it and being sincere. We almost had a break-up because of a "rumor". But I overcame it, knowing it was all fake. With my best friend's help, she help me during those hard times and I did what I could to keep holding on that time. Surely, enduring those times made my personality strong. I already had a lot of problems encountered, some made me strong, some made me weak, some taught me lessons but some engraved a scar in me. We can never control our life. But whatever challenges we have, it is by God's will we continue this earthen journey. Never give up I say. We should maintain faith in him in order to carry on with life. But it is by God that true faith is tested. If we rely on Him everything will be resolved. -x- SuNaKo or SaWaKo? –x-